Friday, January 09, 2009
many things happened recently , my dad had never been this way & he's behaving weirdly this few days , keep checking his high blood , heart beat , ohmygod , mum is gonna suffer soon , she say if this continue , one day she will get depression .LOLs , it's true , mum keep changing back to pajamas and outside clothes 3timeshe was feeling rather unwell , his ear had been hearing some eeee sound or whatever , so bad that he cant sleep . went for check-up yesterday , doctor say that his ear is gone , he got to wear the hearing aid , i guess it's getting from bad to worse , oh dear . today he came back from work , he check his high blood again , but the result is unexpected , so he went for a ECG . The result show nothing wrong with him . I dont know what's wrong with my dad this few days , he's so paranoid . keep checking his high blood every few minute. around 10 plus just now , he was about to sleep , then suddenly he's ask my mum to get change to go to hospital . Before going , he check again , heart beat was 85 , after a few minute check again it was 81 . he's thinking too much lah . When his heartbeat was back to 70 plus , he felt relieve , so he went back to sleep again , and around 1230 like that , he woke up again ,change & ask my brother accompany him to hospital for check- up. aiyo , prayed real hard that he's gonna be alright . i dont want anything bad happening to him. i dont want to see my loves one leaving me one by one. this feeling sucks big time. i never want it to happen , never ever.
those joy we had ;
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